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I shouldn't be experiencing bullshit today. But I am!!! Today of all days my birthday. Something turned mom and dad both sour attitude wise. And its not my fault dads coming down on drugs and now he's almost ran me near out of my own meds the stupid sob. No. Instead of seeking help despite knowing what cold turkey running out will do be thinks he can leech out of mine. Its ok.
(sarcasm) I SOOOOOOOOOOO WANNA RUN OUT OF MY OWN STUPID SOB.
Ok today of all days is my birthday they cop attitudes on me and are crabby miserable and shitty. How the fuck am I supposed to feel. I've received no cards no nothing. Well I felt like it was struggle to even reach today because things and life has been coming against me. So yeah I fought a lot to even reach today alive despite verbal physical mental emotional abuse from my drunken drug abusing dad. Sob.
FML.fml.fml.fml FML FML FML FML
No im not crying its just bullshit. Dad won't do nothing about his problem and make me suffer a dozen ways for it in the process.
Oh sure mom left a beautiful happy b day message on Facebook , but why the sudden turn of sour saltiness on me? Its not a happy fuckin day thanks to you all.
I get one fucking day out of a year to celebrate my life and its gone to shit by miserable ass fucking people/family. FML. Why bother anymore Damned if I do or don't. Hell I at least bought mom a card last year despite her saying its a waste of $. Well I have a better heart than most people I've met ok?!
And I've been through a hell of a lot of abuse. I was hoping this would be a good day. Imagine that. FML. Just another day. Sure I'll try and take my own advice and do something that brings me joy. But still I don't need this shit . Not today. Miserable ass people. FML.
Its not my fault your blood pressure is up and you're out of drugs. No you send mom to keep on asking for you for my meds. Im almost out because of your foolishness drunk from earlier this month. He had 110 which is 220 of mine double strength. He stated I won't run out asking for multiple every hour or every time he passed out and woke up for like 10 days til they were gone mom got tired being harassed so she gave him the rest then made it MY PROBLEM π π π π π π π π π π π π π π because within 2 days he came begging to me.
So excuse me if im still pissed crabby cranky sob. I've a right to feel this way. He thinks he can always "depend" on the streets. Happy fucking b day to me. Oh right nothing about it is. The dog even bit meπ π. I love doggo bit come on I was only trying vto take his sweater off he don't like that after I took him outside. Idk why its always a fight. He bit mom too. I meant him no harm aggressive ass dog. He's lived through multiple years of our fighting and dads mean fits so he's traumatized too. What the fuck ever idk anymore
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