to juls; the woman i wanted to love

it was fun spending time with you. the late night conversations we've had. the way i've shared my deepest secrets to you. we lasted for a week but that was enough to make me fall for you. who wouldn't? you're amazing, you manage to bring out the best in me in any given time. you motivated me while i was having a dark time. i wish we could've had more time. to understand each other, to know the things we lack. we could've made it work but you decided i wasn't worth anymore of your time. after a week you went ahead and catered another woman. that made me feel so low, how can you manage to move on that easily? some people might call me shallow for ever thinking this way, but i actually really liked your entire being in the short time we shared. you made sure to make me laugh, you reassured me countless times. i hope i did the same for you during that time. also, i can't stop listening to this one band you've recommended. i always go back to it whenever i miss your company. i hope the music we shared during our time together makes you miss our conversations just like i do. it's currently valentine's and i really wish i could've spent a few hours of today with you. i hope you're enjoying your life recently. i'll make sure to move forward from our past. you were what i needed during that time but i wasn't what you wanted. time will help us heal, but i'd like to let you know that i'll still be here for you with open arms.