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Hi! That's one of the things I wish I told you... I am so shy that I can't even come up to you and say hi... But that will change from now on! You look so nice and cool that I really wanna tell you how I feel! So in this letter you will never read I can write everything I need to tell you.
I saw you for the first time on your bike arriving at the place I was and I already saw a picture of you because my father talked about you a bit and showed it to me. But when you arrived it hit me differently, on the picture you were a bit cute but just like ok but when I saw you in reality I was amazed.
Then I started to come on Saturdays and I saw you. You were so caring with everyone especially children that it made my heat pound. I started to come every Saturday to play with my father and also see you.
Once I had a big break between my classes so I walked with friends and one of them wanted to see you so we came and that's the first time I saw your hair without your usual hat and you looked handsome at the point I couldn't stop looking at you.
The first eye contact we ever made is in my heart forever even if it might be meaningless to you... I was sitting and you were coming back to see children for another tennis class and when you arrived I looked at you as usual (I swear I feel like I'm watching over you more than God does 😭) and you looked back at me and oh man I felt that! I felt like an electric tension in a positive way hitting me directly in the chest.
The same day because it wasn't enough you passed by and saw a child at the glass window in front of me and gently knocked at it smiling and that was soooo cute.
Another day I came to play with my father and you were here playing at the same time and sometimes looking at me playing when you drank your water. After playing my father stayed talking with other people in the club and I stayed too so I could see you and hear about the juicy gossip. When you were done we were still there and you just changed behind the little counter with the computer like bro wtf ?! Then you were behind and I was in front of it and you were so close to me... You didn't even seem to mind. I didn't flinch and stayed without any reaction all that time but I wondered if I turned my head a bit would our faces be real close to each other? When you had to leave I was still there with my father and you announced you had to go for a few days away from the city for idk what reason. I was really sad about it because it meant I couldn't see you for an unknown time.
My bestie came at home and I wanted to show her the crush I talked so much (too much) about. We played tennis together because I had a class and she came and I thought maybe you were still gone but still had hopes that you will come during the time we were playing. And I was right as I was playing you arrived and I wanted to do my best to impress you and get your attention. As you passed by even if I wasn't even tired of playing my heart started to beat so fast I thought it would get out of my chest. I told my bestie it was you when you passed by and she was a bit surprised.
Later on we had to leave and I was sad because you just arrived and we were having fun. My mother that joined us in the middle of the class told me she saw I have a crush on you saying it was obvious, moms always know those things and then she said that you probably already have a girlfriend and I was first sad but then realized that it would be normal. You're a very attractive 18 or 19 year old boy and I'm a shy, autistic 16 year old girl with trust issues. It would be normal for you to be taken or not even wanting me. Still, there is a part of me telling me not to give up and wants to be with you and try anyways. Ofc if you are taken I will not do anything bad to get you but if I could be your friend at least I would be so happy.
I secretly call you tennis boy and think about you when I fall asleep.
I love you,
The girl that is too shy to
approach you all the time.
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awwwwww that was really cute. You should definitely talk to him! Hehe i'm having similar crush problems. Good luck!
ReplyTysm I hope you will find a way to solve your problems too!
ReplyThis was so cute. Please talk to him. Get over the shyness and do it. Believe me this happened to me once and I never said anything and I still think about him 12 years later 😭
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