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To my friend who was jealous of me being in a relationship and told me I would t understand how hard life is financially because Ive always had someone to split the cost of living with
1 year ago · 2 · sad, +4 · Explicit
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My friend, you said before that part of the benefit of people getting into relationships is the cost of living going down and I keep hearing it like an echo through my mind. I have never experienced that in my 13 cumulative years of being in adult relationships. I've always paid for everything.
I'm realizing I have no self esteem and I know I'm never going to do anything about it because I'm terrified of not being loved. All my focus on my healing and growth feels like a show I put on for myself because I can't escape this need to feel cared about even to my own detriment. I don't know how the hell to leave and I want to get out so bad.
I never have any time to myself and I work 6 days a week for 2400 a month. I pay 3,000 in bills I don't get help with by the person who supposedly loves me more than anything in the world. I feel like I am going fucking crazy. And I feel pathetic. I won't change.
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If you don't want to change you won't.
I know 2 women who fit your post's title. They wouldn't have a clue as to how to fully support themselves and how hard it would be if they didn't have financial help.
ReplyYou should talk to you your partner about this. If they're not willing to help you at all, I would start considering leaving.
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