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he was my first kiss, my first time, my first love and he left me, twice
i thought that he loved me really i met his family he met mine, i met his grandparents, his friends, his lovely little sister, but never his mother
i loved him so much that he could hurt me every day and i still chose to be with him, but he lost feelings and still came back
we tried it again, he was worse than before, he changed so much and i felt that his energy was off
but not at the first day we met after our break up i was so in love still and i missed him and he missed me i felt it
we talked a long time and went to his house,
as soon as we came in he closed the door, grabbed me by my neck, pushed me against the door and kissed me passionately
just at the first second of the kiss he got hard and told me i laughed
and we went upstairs and laid on his bed, we kissed we hugged and cuddeld and he holded me and told me he will never let go of me and i believed him, stupid
i told him that he never can leave me alone again and he said never again, i love you
and i believed him, stupid
he fucking promised me and i believed him, stupid
on the train he holded my hand and told me how beautiful i was and i believed him, stupid
he holded me so thight in his arms, smelled my hair and my neck and told me he missed me so much and i believed him, stupid
he asked me to be his girlfriend again and i told him he has to get on one knee and ask me again, i gave him my ring and he asked me again i said yes and we kissed i taught he loved me, stupid
and he told me he loved me and i believed him, stupid
i wanted it to work out and be with him and he told me the same thing and i believed him, stupid
he didn’t love me.
he didn’t care for me.
he didn’t even like me.
he hurt me.
he betrayed me.
he lied to me.
he left me.
and i loved him.
with everything i had.
i cared so much for him.
i liked him so much.
i could never hurt him.
i could never lie to him.
i could never leave him.
i loved him more than anything.
although he broke my heart.
and i still do.
i love him.
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sh^t this made me cry, hecka f^cking relatable, and I'm so sorry you had to go through this, no one should ever go through it, when they convince you and it makes you feel like they'll actually stay and then they leave faster and easier than you think, it sucks :((
I'm sorry
Replyahw thankyou so much for reading it
yeah it was really one of the most hurtful things to go trough and i don’t ever wanna go through that again and i wish it to nobody..
thanks i’m sorry for u too💞
ReplyI believed someone too. Turned out to be a lie.
Replyalways a lie
Replyits not fair.
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