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i hate myself i dont why but i hate i just everything present in me even a single breathe i dont to live these are the thoughts come to my mind and when they comes to my mind i dont think about my mum, mum who pampered me alone as a single parent and women too its really hard to nourish two child gave them a quality education when i was 5 our father leave us i saw everything that my mother did for my education and now when i am 22 year of age just dont want to live i think i know why i hated me a lot the reason is that still i am unemployed and even not focusing on studies i try but dont know what's the distraction and i dont want to find the distraction too that whats the fcking distraction is forcing me not to study or earn skills, oh fck skills this word fck me everyday cos i dont have skills too in any field or area i tried to workout but whenever i do exercises after one week i just start feeling sick and thats it all over i know i have my mother my sis everything but i just hates me because i am doing anything for them my momm always try to provides me tution or extra classes for achieving good marks of % in my boards 10 or 12 but in both i just got nothing this makes my mom to feel that i just nothing i know there are lots of people in the world who got nothing from nature and still they workhard and achieve what they want here i am talking about the person with disability and i am totally fine with my body but yaa not with my mind i cant sleep at night thoughts of anything just keep flashing in my brain which forcing me not to sleep and doesnt mean that i dont want to sleep no i really want to sleep i feel tired in daytime i just try to sleep but i know i couldn't thats why nowadays i feel that i have to die so that i can sleep peacefully after my death or in my death i cry many times when this depression or anxiety crosses its limits i felt really relaxed but after sometimes i just start thinking that i am not a man, man with power i am just coward because i cried i try to attend take the session of physiologist but oh my oh my there fees and just to talk cost 1000 or more than 1000 i cant afford that as you know i am unemployed and also i left to wrote that i am still single and virgin too.
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Plenty of people in their early 20s are unemployed and single, and that's ok! You have a lot to be proud of. And anything you may struggle with, the Lord can help you with it. Isaiah 41:10 says "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
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