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It's been three weeks.
we met online 11 months ago thru queer tinder in the Dominican Republic. I´m Portuguese and she's swiss. two and a half months later we met in France, she asked me to be her gf, and again in Spain three months later, and again in Portugal three months later.
everything was so perfect, it was too perfect. I've never been loved and to have her by my side for so long always made me flattered. I used to beg her to never leave me. in November she assured me that she wouldn't have started anything with me if she didn't believe it would be worth it, so I stopped worrying for once, I trusted her because her ex lost love for her and I thought she wouldn´t do it to me. that same month she lost feelings for me, the month I told my dad. but she never told me for the next three months. she got overwhelmed apparently, even tho she always wanted me to send her videos or spam talking about my feelings/thoughts. two months before we broke she had asked me to send her promise rings, but I never got them. a week before she told her mom in Kenya, but yesterday she liked a tweet quoting "ill never present a girl to my parents that I don't think ill marry", her dad never knew about me and she doesn't want to marry. the day before she told me she loved me in caps lock after she received her infinite valentines gifts, I never got one. a month before she asked me where id want to live so she could move in with me to break the distance, suddenly she couldn't imagine a future with me. a month after she lost her feelings, she replied to my 7 pages of 6 months of celebration like it was mutual. the moment we were breaking she even told me she was free in July because we were planning to meet in Switzerland, for what reason. she promised we´d go to Germany on her birthday, I even saved a list with things to do and tell her friends. she told me I love too hard, that I do too much, and I just wanted her to feel better. she was always mesmerized by how not toxic I was, and how sharing with tabus I was. when we broke up, she told me I was her best partner, that she never believe someone could ever love her as I did, and that she wishes me the best, but she was my best. and yall dw I can assure you it wasn´t cheating, it´s just a confused person that confused a genuine heart.. I'm tired of starting situationships again, you were my first love. My parents and friends hate her, but D, I will always love you.
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