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I'm not sure why or when it started but lately I've started hating food so much i am just so scared of gaining weight. Everytime I starve myself i feel a sense of control over my life and my body. I hate that my mom forces me to eat . I don't know if this an eating disorder or not i mean I'm not underweight in fact i am completely fine in terms of weight acc to my height and but the thought that I might gain weight and not be as pretty makes me wanna cry . My family making comments about other people's and my own body doesn't really help. It's always you're too thin or you've gained weight idk what is true anymore i just know that I hate it and I hate feeling guilty after eating and i hate hating food and i hate starving. I just wish I could eat without feeling like shit after that
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Everyone needs to eat. You probably are too thin. You worry about it too much.
ReplyFirst of all, thanks for sharing - this is definitely a scary thing to admit, I'm sure. Your weight does not invalidate your fears of eating or gaining weight and I'm sorry that the people in your life don't see how hurtful and damaging these comments are. Regardless of whether this is an eating disorder, please talk to someone about these thoughts - maybe it's a friend to start, maybe someone at your school like a teacher or a counselor. You deserve to have a healthy relationship with food, and you deserve to feel good about your body. Sending love <3
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