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Fuck you, you traitorous heart. Why? Just why did you have to fall for him.
You were there with me for 28 fucking years and you chose this year to fall in love. All these years when I wanted to find love and you did this now? That too With a boy younger than you by 2 years? When I agreed for arranged marriage. When I met a prospective groom?
What are you planning to do now?
I AM NOT going to go and confess my love for him. He likes me as a friend but I am not sure of my place in his life. You know that I cannot be vulnerable around people. I am going to pretend everything is fine. Pretend to be fine and laugh when he is taking pictures to upload for his Matrimony profile, when he talks about other girls, when he asks he if I have loved. Just pretend that I am okay and carefree. If only I believed that as much as others do.
This is not going to go anywhere. I know that, even you know that right?
So why did you do this? To me? To us?
Okay, we are in this together. Let do this. Let's get over him. I mean this is a bad idea to begin with. It has too many problems.
He is younger than me. So why would he choose us?
He is extroverted, full of life , witty and funny. What if we bore him?
How do we even confess? I mean he likes us but he doesn't pay any special attention to us.
Also, it's not like he has no flaws too. I know we like him too much but he does have flaws though negligible.
He sometimes doesn't pay attention to others and their needs
He doesn't act gentlemanly or chivalrous.
He takes too long to respond back.
But he is sweet, kind, clueless, mischievous, naughty, witty, sarcastic, extremely funny.
Also he doesn't take things wrongly since we have similar type of humor. I can joke with him about anything. Anything offensive, dark, anything. I do not have to constantly filter my words. Also he is a rationalist, feminist and atheist. I can identify with him a lot.
He is so similar to me yet so different. And can never be mine.
Maybe he deserves better than a coward like me who is afraid of her own feelings.
So get the fuck over him you fucking heart. How long does it take to do this? I mean, I know this is the first time for us but still it should take that long right? I see people who were in love multiple times. So it must be not too difficult.
We can do this! Fighting!
But since this is the only place, you and I can say this out, I will write it:
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
M TO A
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