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I stayed up the entire night with you. I curled you into blankets and carried you to the bathroom when you needed me to. I watched your face scrunch as I picked you up and you hated every second of it. A little growl came from within. But I knew you weren't mad. Just uncomfortable and sad. Every hour I looked at the window. And cried when it started to get lighter. Knowing that everytime it was lighter it was one hour closer to saying goodbye. I held your water up so you could drink. And even though you probably didn't really want to, you did. I watched as you snuggled closer to him. Stretching your paws as to touch him for just a little longer. It's a little brighter now. My heart breaks over and over, you don't even make a sound. You just adjust as you need. As we need. The sun's come out. There's not a single cloud.
I call for them to look at you. We have an hour and a half. He's woken up now and has curled you in close. Everything in my brain has shut off.
I don't know if it's sleep deprivation or heartbreak.
But everything has a dull glow. Where light hits but doesn't exist.
The sun is bright on the road and the melting snow reflects crystals of light in all directions. It would be a beautiful day. Through those doors feels like a different world. Sanitary, noisy, claustrophobic.
You sit on the table, anxious to be down. We've brought a blanket for you. And I'm sure you're much comfier there. Your paws touch the floor and you curl up. You've told us. We know. But what are we ever going to do without you. The ticking stops and everything goes silent. I look out the window and the last hour has gone to fast. We are not ready.
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