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I'm not in a good place right now because my dad could DIE at any moment because of a HEART ATTACK and i didn't even have him for SIX YEARS of my life...My BEST-FRIEND is DEAD and my grandma is about to DIE from CANCER...My dad knows i'm SELF-HARMING but HE DOESN'T CARE or even ask WHATS WRONG or WHY i did it because he THINKS its for attention, but trust me, I don't want attention, I only have a few friends for a reason.I stopped doing DRUGS, SMOKING/VAPING, and SELF-HARMING for a while but I've recently started doing it again. My dad doesn't know i've ever smoked weed but i have. He yells at me for vaping or doing drugs but in reality he doesn't know why i do it. I do it because HE FUCKING TOOK ME OFF MY ANXIETY MEDICINE WHEN IT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT FUCKING HELPED ME! like you don't understand and clearly don't care about how i feel so just leave me alone. I do the drugs and weed and vaping at school because if i do it at home i'll get caught. I've been caught at school with vapes, lighters, drugs, razor blades and a knife last year and this year.
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Why can’t you talk to your dad? If he doesn’t hear what you say, is there anyone in your life that you trust? I want to help, but I can only hear you and sympathize with your pain. I wish I could help you more. Hugs
Reply1. He doesn't listen
2. He says its all in my head
3. I tell him i need a therapist or something is wrong and he does nothing
4. He makes me feel like a failure because nothing i do makes him happy.
And i'm not sure if theres anyone i can trust...I don't wanna make this about me but...
1. I have OCD, ODD, HyperActive Autism, Mind and Sever Anxiety, Sensory issues, severe anger, Problems with my blood pressure, I have an eating disorder (either eating too little or too much), Trust issues, And i'm slowly pushing everyone away; Including my girlfriend and boyfriend...Up until yesterday they knew nothing about the things i was diagnosed with until yesterday, the only things they knew about were my anxiety, anger, trust issues and my eating disorder.
ReplyI really cried when I read this cause I fell like it's a deja vu because my dad say the same things for me and I ask myself what is the meaning of family or HOME I think I have no home sorry im talking agin baout myself but i really really understand your feelings and I hope things get btter for you <3
Replylife can be hard don't forget that one day you gonna look back and realise that everytings was a test and it was their " faith "to live this way and to suffer I personally realised that this year ( I may seem weird for saying that but you are doing fine ) I'm still suffering from my strict dad who don't allo me to do nothing or to have friends and he want to forced me to get married this year so he can get rid of me even tho i'm his daughter... YOU ARE NOT ALONE SOME THINKS TAKE TIME to get bettter stay safe and strong HUGS
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