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I never wanted another FWB because I didn’t like how it makes me feel used. But somehow I got into another one but this time it wasn’t the sex that I wanted. I just wanted kisses and cuddles to feel less lonely. The guy at first agreed for just kisses and cuddles then slowly he started to blur the boundaries I set. He try to push it when we are intimate and end up leading to sex. I did mentioned again and again that I want to stop this. We argued about it few times. He said I’m being selfish by getting what I want and not giving him what he wants. I have told him we want two different things. Recently we were making out which leads to some foreplay well of course he got most of it. After the intimate moments, next day he deleted certain messages in WhatsApp even the one that’s just jokes and normal conversations. Not even sexting. I just find it so suspicious. When I asked him he said oh he did it one eye closed and half asleep and told me it’s just text. But I felt so uneasy because it seems like he is hiding something. I mentioned to him thousand times that I don’t want to do it if you already have a partner or gf in your life. I don’t agree with cheating and shady stuff. All these things, make me feel cheap about myself. Like Im some kind of free prostitute for him to come and get some pleasure. We are friends and I don’t feel valued by him. I just feel stupid now for putting myself in a position like this. I was done with FWB. I never wanted another one. I shouldn’t have agreed. It’s like always he is the one getting the most from this FWB thing. It’s sucks and I hate it. I was never like this. Always had high standards. Just one time I got sidetracked when I was super depressed and now I’m in this shit. Now he is asking what’s wrong because I’m not replying his text. Like wtf you want me to do?? Suck your dick then you can delete my text again then make me feel like you are disgusted to involve with me??? I’m trying to get back to the right track. I don’t want to be used. I just wanna mingle with someone who actually care about me and respect me.
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Replyi had a fwb it was horrible all he wanted was sex and nudes but i slowly just stopped talking to him and i ghosted him but he always tried to talk to me but i just ignored him and now me and him dont even talk anymore
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