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TW and CW (blood, sh, starving oneself, violence, sexualizing oneself, toxic people, mentions of burning oneself, and tell me if there is any i missed.).
————————-you have been warned.
i watch blood go down my arms and thighs for fun (fun??)
i try to cut my life short for fun (fun??)
i am emotional because i want to be (do i??)
i keep toxic people around me because it is my choice. (is it???)
i let people punch me to feel pain (it feels the same.)
i bang my head into walls to knock some sense into me (why???)
i bite my fingernails off because it is fun (fun???)
i shake my hand because i want to be annoying (scared.)
i am lazy because i can be (i want motivation)
i have thoughts about burning myself because it would be fun (what??)
i am constantly irritated because i am hopeless (they annoy me)
i am avoidant to people because i am antisocial (is that true..?)
i am constantly anxious for attention (i hate attention tho.)
i peel my skin off because it is satisfying (i hate it)
i over sexualize my self because i deserve to be used (do i..)
i peel my lip off to see blood (i am scared.)
i stay awake at night because i can (i cant sleep)
my throat gets dry randomly because i don’t drink enough water (i drink to much)
i do terribly in school because i don’t care (i don’t have motivation)
i don’t hear you because i am ignoring you (i am hearing impaired why does everyone forget.)
i let my room get messy because i am lazy (i want my motivation back.)
i ghost people because i want to be mean (i want them to go away.)
i starve myself because i can (i feel fat)
i draw a lot because i can (i helps me feel better)
i compare myself to other because i am not pretty enough (i want to be pretty)
i stare in the mirror for hours because i hate how i look (like a piece of shit)
i. fucking. hate. myself.
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