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had to rewrite cs i forgot to make an acc 💀
this is to the boy who once gave me all, and out of the blue gave me nothing. you were the first boy i genuinely liked, you know? my first genuine relationship. i was ready to give it a second chance you know, so why’d you do it? why did you deserve to have a second option, and why did it have to be me. you’re so shitty for that, you know? i could say i hate you for that, but i know i’d be lying. you were the first boy i ever liked, although we had our ups and downs, i would always go back to you. and you know you did too. if you said all those things to other people, why go back on your word? you didn’t want to hurt me? then why’d you make my heart hurt so much. my first love, it never lasted long. consider us being on and off for a year long, but i don’t what else to say to you. if you were to text me right now, i don’t know how i’d feel. mad? sure, only because you couldn’t grow up. sad? of course, i would be sad. 1 year? and it took you only 2 days. 2 fucking days to get with her? 1 year to talk to me wasn’t enough? not enough for you to realize i was WILLING to give you my all. to give you all my firsts. despite all your flaws, everything bad my friends told me about you, everything bad your friends told me about you. i ignored it because i saw the good in you, i saw what you could have been. i saw what you couldn’t be. but most of all, would i have felt happy? should i even be happy if you were ever to text me? me right now is saying, yes. partially i know deep down i’d be happy, i won. you did come back. do i wish you came back? sometimes, yes. every ounce of me in april wished you came back. i wish you would have texted me, and it would have stopped my tears. but i know, if you were to come back, i wouldn’t chance it. cause i know that if you truly did want me, it shouldn’t have taken you another girl to realize that. so thank you, thank you for everything. for every laugh, for every smile, every time you’ve made me cry. whether it was tears of joy, tears of sadness, or anger. thank you. you made me realize that at some point i’ll go through situations where i won’t get closure, and if i did, sometimes it would hurt. days go by and i still think of you, and one day i won’t. i’ll wake up and not think of you first thing in the morning. instead of cry, i’ll smile and think of us. smile and know it’s over. and that i’m no longer grieving over you and what we could have had if i had just figured myself out, and if you just matured. thank you, isaiah. for everything. making me happy, confused, sad, angry, everything i could ever feel for a person. i don’t know if you’ll read this, but a part of me hopes you do. i hope you’re happy, and one day. one day i will be too.
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Replyhi, thank you so much. days go by and i still miss him very much. i am trying to move on, but thank you.
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