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You know.. I think the problem is you not me.
You're the reason I want be everyone's friend but I know they're going to leave. You left so why would they stay?
You deemed me unworthy, I was only useful when you needed someone to cover up your lies.
I had to become an adult because you couldn't be one. I raised children because you couldn't step up. Us not having no food or clothes wasn't concerning, But those drugs were worth it huh?
You normalized watching my mother get beaten in front of us because YOU were cheating, broken ribs and black eyes don't phase you huh?
Do you know how traumatizing it is to hear your mom being raped? I wake up in the middle of the night still with nightmares because I couldn't save her. I WAS ONLY 12 HOW WAS I GOING TO SAVE HER.
"You're gonna cry now? I'll give you something to cry about" You taught me to bottle up my emotions, it better to live in fear than say the wrong thing.
Feeling helpless cuz no one could save us. What was my mom going to do leave? Shes tried before and you've physically dragged us back. My grandparents tried to help but you'd hit them too. No one would save us.
Were you really surprised that I would talk to random men on the internet for attention? I just wanted to be loved, I just wanted to be seen.
You're the reason that I back down when someone yells, I know hits are going to follow and I must prepare for them. They have no intention of hitting me but you did. The reason my body shakes and I cant say a word.
You're the one who deemed it ok to be taken advantage of, to be used by men for sex for temporary affection. You did say I asked for it didn't you? Stockholm syndrome is a bitch isn't it.
I was only useful because you sold me. Whatever pieces I have left was for sale in your mind. My body? They could have it for a fair price you said.
What do you want me to do? Forgive? You taught me not to do that.
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