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i fucked up big time
3 months ago · · Advice, · Explicit
i really really fucked up my relationship. I wanted to loyalty test my bf. i know it’s immature and shows a lack of trust and communication but i was feeling really paranoid last night and made a fake acc using a temporary email. I made the acc and sent him a friend request but i felt so guilty as to why i was doing this that i deleted the acc a few minutes later. Today we were on the bus talking and i was thinking about how silly it was of me to do that when hes never shown any signs of disloyalty and he was on my phone and he saw the temporary email with the username. At first he kinda laughed but then he stopped talking entirely. i feel like such an idiot for letting my paranoia get the best of me and going to the lengths of creating a whole fake acc to test him with. i don’t know what to do. i’m avoiding him right now because i can’t stand the thought of us breaking up. i don’t know what todo.