I miss my girl

SR

I'm such an idiot when I get drunk. It happens often. Fucking stupid AF. Over this girl I was with 16 years ago. I'm still fucking crazy over her. Everytime she looks at me it's like her eyes light up and it ignites a fuse in my brain to become a fucking idiot. Like with rose colored glasses attached to my eyeballs anytime I'm around her. I been laying low though cuz she's threatening court cuz I was up her ass too much. So I'm trying to go away. Drives me bonkers dude. No woman will ever turn me around like her. Eyes lock on her and no other woman will ever grab me like that. Like whipped. It's bad dude and she knows the power she has over me and she's left me feeling absolutely miserable for the rest of my days cuz I can't even talk to her and that's all she wrote. I'm a goner. She hates me.