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Since my childhood, I've had trouble with eating and drinking. My mother often picked on me for "being too skinny". I enjoy food and drinks and general but for some reason, I hate consuming anything. I hate the action and the thought. It makes me think, despite me being very young, that I'm already near the end of my life.
I feel pathetic to not even be able to accomplish normal human functions properly.
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Might there be something your body is telling you? Are there food allergies that perhaps need testing for?
ReplyI was like this too when I was a child with eating. Drinking was okay. I would roll the food around in my mouth and not swallow it. It would take me an hour to eat a meal and I was too skinny. I had a horrible childhood with a horrible nasty mother and I hated school. I wished I was never born. Then when I became older I ate alright as long as I liked the food. Actually, when I was a child I had no appetite as I was never hungry. Anyway, I was eating alright and I got married and the guy was obsessed with his mother and it became so horrible living with him that I started to eat less and roll food around in my mouth and not swallow it again and I realized that this was a suicidal thing. I was trying to starve myself to get out of the situation. So, I wonder if you have a horrid life and this is what you are doing.
ReplyI have ARFID (Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder), which I have had since I was little, I hate eating but I'm fine with drinks. You should research it to see if it might be this.
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