After the phone call

Yesterday, after a phone call with my little sister I started crying uncontrollably. I realized that the days where I was able to talk to her for hours are gone. Now that she has entered a new stage in her life that comes with a lot of new responsibilities she understandably doesnt have as much time for me anymore. And realizing that I currently do not have that one companion that I can call whenever to talk about whatever anymore really hurt. I felt a physical pain in my chest and had to sit down. I am the type of person who conveys their affection by just talking to a person. So having no one to talk to leaves me with all this love that I cannot give to anyone. And that hurts