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I wake up, my joints ache, my muscles spasm, painfully difficult to swing my legs over the edge of the bed. That first step, the pressure, from heel to toe sends lightening shooting throughout my body.
I am 35.
I found myself in my 20's doing more, I skipped college, dating, and the American dream (college, marriage, kids, house), and found myself sleeping on a beach in the South Pacific, Island hoping for several years. Exercise is the best solution to escaping your problems. Not one night I spent under the stars or shacked up with locals over those years did I find myself. The fun ended in 2009, the money ran out, the jobs dried up, and I was left with memories and bum legs.
My philandering and vagabond life style gave way to bigger and worse problems than I was running away from.
I know I am not alone. Those out there that silently drift day by day, paycheck to paycheck, half awake and half day dreaming. We wake up in pain, we go to work, depressed, homicidal, overworked, overweight, where the fat has bloated in their face pushed all to far out, deep inset eyes, bloodshot, migraines, meds, fast food.
Artificial environment
I wake up in pain, I go about my day, depressed, homicidal, dreaming, starving for nutrition, I siliently drift from hour to hour, the mask is on, the smile is large, voice quivers. I continue on, my body drags itself behind while my mind keeps going. There is pain in my toes, and my feet, everywhere in between to my neck, the joints are swelled, electrical pulses gallivant..it doesn't stop at the base of the skull.
The doctors say I am fine, nothing is wrong.
I am 35
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