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It's irregular and I understand how common it is, but lately once or twice a month I'll just feel super low.
I know it won't last, and I'll feel fine again tomorrow, but each time I start to almost fanaticise about suicide.
It feels as though I just have some fundamental issues that stop me from being truly happy and fitting in with other people. Like I work hard most of the time to surpress it but ultimately it boils over every now and again and the truth comes back to the front of my mind.
Each time this happens I look to my future and all I see is suicide. It's not what I want, and I have absolutely no plans to do it, but it's just their in a vision. It seems like an obvious conclusion to my life, weather it's in 5. 10, or 50 years I don't know.
It's kind of scary.
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