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Little things are said all the time, once they're out, you forget about it. But sometimes, when you say it to someone, they can't forget it. This is exactly why people say "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all". But you know, why listen to such "useless" old sayings? They still apply, that's why they still are said. So many people have said things to me that hurt so much, and they didn't notice. The problem isn't the fact that they said it, it's the fact that people carry it on. I've heard certain things so frequently that I believe them now. My parents, they wouldn't understand because these things never happened to them, and well, let's just say that they were never taught this "bullying" category. I have now had to take care of this all on my own and being the weak person I am, that will not be possible in the future. Now, after all these years the weight of these problems have grown to 10 times the original size, and it's really hurting me. My life is now really complicated for my age, and now it's starting to show. My lovely best friend is now really worried and I fear that she might be catching on after all these years. I don't want her in this, she'll hurt herself. These people will have no problem throwing her out of the way to get to me again. I can't let her know, I'll lose her, and I can't afford that. She is the only thing keeping me sane, or I would have sunk into my depression, and lose myself in the darkness concealed in it. I cannot take it anymore, and professional help is already off the list, because the word "bully" is too harsh of a word, "frequent teasing" and "annoying" is more of a better description. These poor actions by others have now caused me to drive myself in a hurtful direction that I fear is my only way out. Please don't do this to others, please don't treat others in a way that makes them feel less then you, because they aren't.
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Exactly, Because they aren't! You aren't what they told unless it was something good!!! Bullies just have their own issues, whether they got self esteem issues, mommy & daddy probs or whatever, but don't let them make you fel like you're less than. You are a masterpiece no matter what anyone says and that may sound cliché but it's true. You are truly perfect to someone out there and your father God!!!
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