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Tonight is one of those nights that seem to never end. -A night that I don't know, or I'm not sure I can survive. If you were to ask me right now what's wrong, I couldn't really give an answer, other than everything. Everything is wrong. Everything is always wrong. It's just that most of the time I can push this pressure on my mind and chest down. Most of the time I can bury, or deny this constant ache. But some days, some weeks, this feeling of dread, emptiness, restlessness, nothingness- it's all encompassing. So, tonight is one of those nights, and I'm just exhausted. I don't see a point in trying, I'm overwhelmed with anxiety and doubt. Everyday is a struggle, whether I acknowledge it or not. I don't believe this will ever completely pass, and I don't believe I will ever be truly happy or stable.
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Just keep in mind that your best days didn't come yet! I don't know what your problems are, but they seem to be exhausting. But the way you are letting it hurt will severely damage you, and if you look at it from the outside you will find that all of the anxiety will never help solve it. I know anxiety is not something you can easily get rid of, but don't stand there caring about every bad thought, just tell yourself : OK so what ? life's not fair? Deal with it and do something about it! You can do it and I know it! God bless you!
ReplyWhatever it is that youre going through right now, you'll be okay as long as you believe that you will be. Everyday is a chance for you to be a better version of yourself. There are a lot of things that we have no control over, but there is one thing that we can control and that is our lives. And I dont want to hear you say that you don't have a choice, because you do. You can either choose the least horrible option among the worst set of options that you have right now, or do nothing at all. If it's the latter, everyday will be as dragging and exhausting as yesterday if not worse. There is always a solution to every problem, but it doesn't just appear at your doorstep all gift-wrapped and shit, you have to make it.
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