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right i dont really know what im doing, i just needed somewhere to write this all down. i hate my life, i have now for around the past 6 months. its not like i want to kill myself, i just want a new life. a new life, new parents, new everything. do you know what i mean? i dont feel as if ive ever really gotten along with my parents. my dad was always talking about football and i couldnt really talk to him about that. my mum was always going on about make up and to be honest ive never took an intrest to that eithher. as i got older i stared wearing make up more as i would only do it if there was a special event happening. i think why i wear so much makeup now is because of my mum. she was always pushing the idea of me wearing makeup but i didnt want to. sometimes before i left the house sh would call me a tramp of say i lookked like a riot depending on what clothes i wore that day an if my hair was sraighted or not. i have always had this plan or running away and my mum finding me and apologizing for everything but i know she would just shout at me. i would love to live with my grandparents, im sure my mum would stop talking to them and soon enough they would bring me back to my house. i love my gran and granadad, theyre amazing. i just feel like i get along with them more and that would make my life a whole more enjoyable. another thing i want to talk about is friends. i love my friends, well most of them anyway. i have been friends with these girls since the start of high school. i will not be using there real names, instead i have used planets. my closest friend is mercury, shes the best. mercury is kind, caring and really nice compared to others. i knew mercury in primary school aswell so i think i have a stronger bond with her. i feel asif i could talk to mars about any thing but just not this, this is TOO private. i know i have a bad temper and can go in moods easily but she still puts up with me and i love her for that. my other friend is neptune. she is like the polar oppisite of me and mercury. she is violent, mean and cheeky. but i love her, shes my friend. she always makes fun of people, me included. normally for me not wanting to do something or how much i eat. if you ever say no to her she will force you to do it. i once saw her hold a knife up to mercury as a joke but i could tell she was scared. i know some one ill be thinking 'why are you friends with her' and tbh i really dont know. i think because she makes me laugh, it helps me forget all my home problems. anyway thats it, Earth out.
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When taking risks, there is only one question to consider, if the worst result happens, was it sill the right choice to make.If you live with your grandparents for awhile, and end up going back to your parents, would it still be the right choice? I would say yes, try and live with your grandparents. Even if it is only for a couple months, it could give you the relief you need.If you end up back at your parents, it will be like it is now, but if it works out, you could have an easier time and possibly better success in the future.Good luck Earth, keep finding that Sun to keep you going.
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