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What is this obsession that I have? What is it in my mind that feigns for the spotlight? What in my lifetime has made me feel so insecure about myself to crave the eyes of strangers around?
Alcohol brings out this self-consumed demon in me. There are no consequences. There are no feelings. There is just myself and whatever and whoever I want in that moment.
Through this alcohol induced obsession I have lost control of my morals. I have lost control of my desires. I feel like I have lost control of my life and a dark demon addicted to attention and self-gratification has replaced my soul.
And I keep questioning - βCan I return or have I been lost too long?β
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