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Can not think straight
6 years ago · 0 · Explicit
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I can not think straight. Too much is going on and I can barely keep up. My job makes me feel like shit. I'm half deaf and so I am naturally loud when I talk to people. My boss just let's me work behind the scenes, dishes and stay away from customers. I'm not allowed to talk them or anything because she says I scare then away because I'm too loud. I love people, which is why I applied for a job that deals with customer service. I'm feeling depressed because my deafness is a problem but it's not my fault. I do my best and still think positive but se makes it hard. I don't feel like I'm doing a good job at my job, I keep messing thing up and there is no pleasing my boss. I'm leaving soon, I moved here to have a fresh start after a messy break up, didn't work I'm still in love with him. We broke up three years ago and I am still not over him. Ugh it's so confusing. If he is no the one then how come I still feel this way about him? Ugh
No I'm moving back home to Texas. I'm nervous cause me and my family don't get along. My ex who is also my best friend who I am still in love with is there until he leaves for london. Anyway, I'm leaving so I can be happy. Find a good job that will make me feel appreciated and actually hAve fun not wasting my life doing. Get counseling so I can continuously feel better about my life and myself, maybe even rebuild my relationship with my family. Move on from my ex and focus on me, my life. Work hard trying to reach my goals and dreams that do not involve my ex. My life, everything that is going on is still hard. Just two more days and I will finally be on the plane, heading towards my new life. Everything is going to be okay.
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