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Made a fool out of myself.
Cared. And cared. And loved.
And most importantly. Stayed loyal.
In this world of changing interests,
And the Moody, most moody mood swings,
I knew what my basic was. Him, or nothing.
Chose him over the mood swings, always.
He chose to see my mood swings over me, always.
Thought it takes more effort,
To be with an insecure, less confident, moody, sorta depressed person.
He proved it right. It was difficult.
I was hell at first,
I was going through hell next.
Not like I enjoyed being annoying,
Fucking hormonal imbalance screwed it all for me.
Took my medicines to calm them down,
Didn't seem to help much I guess, because he was already fed up by then.
He already gave up on such a difficult thing and probably swore to never see towards it ever again.
Pleaded and begged him to stay,
My mind couldn't take it, my life felt finished.
He was stern at his decision, he wanted to walk away.
Kept my cool, watched him walk away.
I had no option. I had crossed the limits of being shameless and begging him to stay. Nothing worked. If you'd still ask me to ask him to come back I probably would be shameless again
Because I was flawed. Infact, I wasn't perfect at all. But I was loyal. Beyond any limits.
I thought that was enough. Learnt a lesson how loyalty isn't the only thing in a relationship. A good hormonal balance is the second most important thing.
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