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Just when I think things are finally getting better. Something even more devastating happens. I wish it worked out between us. I thought you were the best thing that ever happened to me. Within one day you became my biggest let down. I did nothing wrong and you came up with stupid shit to say I did. You couldn't even talk to me in person about it. After all of your shit that I put up with and didn't judge you for. I just don't understand. Nothing seems to work out. I go out with a positive attitude everyday, packing all the negative experiences that I had away. When I go to sleep i just remember holding your hand, feeling your hair. I remember looking into your eyes and feeling at peace with my life. Now I feel nothing again. Even though our relationship only lasted a short duration I felt so much emotion for you. I literally had nothing, then was given something I thought was perfect. Then in the blink of an eye it was gone. Does anybody know how it feels to be depressed for years w/ no good friends, then you meet this beautiful girl and started dating her only to be broken up with for the dumbest reason? It's the same as a dog that has a treat hanging in front of him, but he never gets to actually have it. That's what my life is. I feel so numb. Even before meeting this girl i felt this way. Now it is worse. Life just feels like nothing. I literally only feel sadness and anger. It's been about 5 weeks since the breakup and to be honest I don't think about her much anymore. Ya I miss her, but that definitely isn't the source of my sadness(definitely didnt help though). Being alone is literally the worst feeling in the world. Having nobody to trust or rely on. Having nobody that is interested in you. I always ask myself where did I go wrong and to be honest I really don't know. I'll be fine, I just wish life was more enjoyable and full.
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I'm sorry you had to go through a bad break up, and it worsened the situation, not exactly sure of everything else you got going on, but I wish you to never feel alone, and on days that you do, if you need a ear to listen or friend to talk to, you can reach out on my page. No one should ever feel like they have nothing or noone. It is a horrible emotion to carry around with you, and its definetley not healthy. I hope whatever is the main source of your emotions, I hope one day it brings you joy, I hope things turn around for you. I'm sure there are people who care for you. Find them, talk to them, don't let them go.
And if you can't seem to find anyone, I'm a click away!
Try to stay positive my friend.
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