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Hi, I'm a 21 year old female and lately I've been thinking about my life a lot. I have come to realised that I have no purpose in life. As days pass by I am falling deeper and deeper into a hole that I can not escape out of. I had dreams and hopes about my life when I was younger but those no longer exist. The things I love and the people I cared for so much has become nothing more than a blank wall to me. I wake up everyday feeling tired and useless not wanting to leave my room. The constant mask I have to put on to hide the fact that I am sad no longer exist. I don't even bother anymore. I look sad because I am sad. I want to try and change but it's so hard. I have no purpose in life so why stay. I know that I'm still young and that there are people who has it way worst than me but I can't help it. Everything seems to be heading for the worst for me. I have no confidence in myself in ever finding happiness. What even is happiness???
Maybe I'm being too hard on myself and shouldn't care too much. Maybe my lack of self confidence caused by my vitiligo is what to blame? Maybe it is because I isolate myself from friends and family causing me to feel lonely? Maybe it is because I push away anyone who loves me. MAYBE ITS MY DEPRESSION TAKING OVER ME.
My fondest memory of being happy was when I was younger. I had no worries and no expectations. I didn't care what people thought of me and I had no pressure. I was child who lived a simple carefree world.
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ReplyIt's okay to feel down even anyone has it worse. Because if that's the case, we should not be happy, because someone has it better. But tha's shit. I'm younger than you, but I am feeling how you're feeling most of the time. I've been reading positivity quotes and what got me was "be so good they can't ignore you". But that's on my case, because I get ignored everytime haha. I don't know what you're going through, but always remember that a rainbow cannot be formed without the rain. If you feel like you caught a storm, then maybe something better's coming :) That's what's giving motivation lately, it is somehow working. Good luck though, stay strong xx
ReplyBeing an adult, we re always want to go back to childhood where everything is innocent and free. Life is an option. Whether you want to survive or to give up.
Do not forget, you can be an amazing adult. Every piece of you can make yourself and others happy. You have that superpower, dear. All of us have it.
No one will love you like yourself. So start to believe my words okay?
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