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I have written my hurts and rants here before... But this time I want to share with you how I survive.
Depression and mental disorders is a battle to fight every day. Sometimes you win some, sometimes you lose some. It literally takes control of your mind and your body.
Not only you feel like crap, but people around you can get affected by it.
It sucks and it won't go away easily. I take this battle every day for the past 4 fears of my life.
There are days when I feel suicidal and other days that were better. At my low point, it was really hard to get out of if were not for my family and some friends.
Here is one phrase I tell myself every day now.
I will survive, I can survive.
Find a reason for survivng. It does not matter if it is a small or strange thing, but find a reason. I survive because I want to get a degree and travel. The small thing is I want to finish the story I started for my TV show and the story I created. Little things or strange things.
Keep pushing. Life sucks and there are some happy endings, but most of the time you gotta fight for those happy endings.
I will survive.
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