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I am looking for a boyfriend. And I am looking for all the sane reasons.
Growing up, I always knew that I am gay.
I used to fancy boys. And now, I fancy men.
Like the real men if you know what I mean lol
It seems like I am in a good mood today. And a bit bored that's why I opted to write out what I am feeling right now.
I am looking for a boyfriend. My ideal guy should have a stable job -- that is very important BTW. He should also be smart and fun to be with, caring, understanding, romantic and many other good stuff about him.
But who am I kidding? My guy is not real. Guys like any other people on this planet tends to have flaws. Numerous flaws actually.
*Well of course that's just me trying a cheap trick so my readers (if there's any) think that I am not shallow. Well of course I am. I fancy ethereal cuteness with the guys. Their perfectly sculpted jaws and nose. The brows that demands authority and respect. And finally, that muscled arms and torsos that can carry you all the days of your life whenever you feel lazy to walk. And yes. I. AM. SHALLOW. Loud and proud.
But everything changes whenever I am sad and whenever I feel wanted or the need to be with someone, to feel that I actually belong. During these times I just simply want a guy. A guy to share my thoughts, a good listener and has a smart reply to all my rants without him being a jerk, has a dad bod to cuddle whenever I feel lazy to get up for work and sometimes I just want a guy to make me feel loved and special. Sometimes, I don't care whether he looks like a homeless person, or whatever as long as he accepts me.
And I know that however I feel and wish for the gods to give him to me, I know it my heart it will never happen. We both know it won't. Right? That's why we settle for something less. Or something that's okay or something that is way far than we wished for.
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