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Want to write lots of things but no idea from where i should start.Ok lets start Me as NONI (she always called me with this name) and her name was NONU(by the name which i called her).
I love her she love me. life was good. Promises, Future planning, Care for each other everything was in that relationship, it was like soulmate for each other.
Whenever she was in bad situation, i was always there to support her, doesn't matter that i couldn't solve her problem or not but i always be there.
Not Because i want a very good boyfriend but because i want to see her with smile face.
That time was best time of my life, i had two more relationship before her.
but after met this girl i decided that she will be my life partner. but i never told her about this, because first i want know her feelings for me.
Life was going on with good rhythm. We talk in late night, we met daily, some time in metro , sometime wait for her at station, sometime at my home. She showed me lots of love. Sometime She was very tense due to his office work, i always tried to make her happy, Sometime i became joker to make her smile.
i went to temple for her, i always wish from god that make her smile and give some confidence to her.
Whenever she has plan to go somewhere i always help her for her preparation in terms of her shopping , her makeup etc.
one day i remember that she had too much stress due to his work so that night i tried to make her little bit happy and i told her don't think too much, and i stared sing a song over phone after sometime she felt little bit good and she slept.Around 1.30 AM i got a call from her, and she started crying over the phone n told me Noni never left me alone, i can't live without you, I can't imagine my life without you, I told her you are the reason for my happiness , so i will never leave you.
Next morning again she called me and told me noni please do marriage with me ASAP. i told her yes Nonu we will.
I was really happy after know that she also had same feeling which i had.
Now again my life became super exited because we were planning to do marriage in next 6-7 month.
I tried everything which make her smile.
I was chain smoker but i quit for her, i also quit alcohol for her.
because whenever in office party i did drink she didn't talk to me.
I have no idea when she became life line for me.
Everything was going good, Those talk, Those moment , her touch everything give me some energy.
Whenever we hangout for food she always told me "Please Noni we will not eat outside food i will get more fat, And she became little bit angry on me for that, But i always know that she would became alright after sometime,
But you know why i always go with her for street food because whenever she ate those food there was a Silent smile on her face, That's why i always go outside with her no matter i liked that food or not".
Whenever i see smile on her face i always say "Mera Sweet Sa Nonu".
On my Birthday She gave me lots of surprises as a gift.
after a good time a nightmare was waiting for me , she had a marriage of her colleague, so she was tense for what she will wear in that bachelor party or in marriage.
So I told her i will help you.. so i started making plan for her shopping,
Usually i left my office around 7.30 after doing workout at my office but those days i forgot my gym and daily i left my office before 2 hour of my actual routine for her shopping, Finally after lot's of effort we successfully prepared her dress for bachelor party. But she was nervous for her look , but i assured her that she will look most beautiful girl in that party. Sometime she asked me that she is not like other hot girl, but i always told her for me she was the most beautiful girl in the world. Finally Touch-wood she looked so much pretty in that party.
everyone complimented her that party. The same effort we did for marriage party. The day when she was going in party i told her Nonu U will look gorgeous in party ,and Maybe you will get lot of purposes from boys.
She told me that I am her permanent partner for her life , So she doesn't care about others.
Those One and half day I didn't call her threshold thinking that i will not disturb her, she has to be enjoy in party.
But that party night i couldn't sleep properly don't know why but i was not feeling better from inside.
however that night i spent. Next morning at 9 Am she message me "Hi, how are you ". i replied to her , we did some chat after that she told me she was too much tried so she want to take some rest, i Told her of course you should.
Around 3 Pm she messaged me , so we did some causal chat.
Around 4.30 I called her and asked how she was feeling.
She told me not good, I asked what happen. She told me that she met a guy in party, he was handsome, And he purposed me, i smile and asked her that was great news, She told me no Noni i am also feeling something for him, That's was the moment i got tears in my eyes, i feeling empty from inside. But then she told me Noni Please don't think too much it's just an attraction nothing else.
I gave my self some fake smile and thought everything will ok in one or two days.
I reached home , again i started chat with her, But that day she was totally different, she was online but she is giving me reply after two or three minuet.
I asked her whom you are talking, she told me X(her office colleague),
i said ok, Agina after 1 hour i asked again whom you are talking she again give some other name, but Coincidentally she told me that name which was our common friend , so i checked her no she was not online.
I again asked her Nonu i am not feeling well Please tell me truth whom you are talking. Finally after she told me she was talking to that guy, I felt very bad i cried lot over message but she didn't reply, i asked to her that can we talk over phone then she called me, i was crying and i remember she was chatting with him. I cried a lot the she told me just wait for 5 mins i will told that guy that i am already committed with another guy.
I told her ok, I remember there was time around 11.30 Pm she called him and started talking to him, after half an hour i text her and asked Nonu how much time you will take, But she did't reply me, I was feeling too much bad, after 45 minute , I called her but her phone was coming in waiting, again i cried a lot and i tried her phone in every 15 minute , but still her phone was busy. Now time was 2.38 , i called her now this time her phone was ringing . She picked my call and told me she want to sleep for now she will talk me tomorrow. That night i couldn't sleep i was waiting for morning and her call, but that night was nightmare for me , i was only crying and crying.
Early morning i ready for offic and was waiting for her called , She called me at 9 AM and asked me where are you , i asked her that i want to meet you , we met at metro, she told me now will not talk to that guy , she will be stay with me like before we.
But i was too much tense about all these thing i went office and she went her office, But that day i felt like i am nothing, i was feeling too much low.
Around 2.30 she called me and told me she want to meet me at my home, We both go to my home, after reached there she started crying and told me that she was doing things like a teenager, She know that guy was not good for her, he will use her then through her from his life , but still see became made for her, We both cried too much, but after sometime she told me she don't want to go away from me. after that i drop her at her home, She told me Noni Now we will become best couple of the world, I promised to her , yes that will happen.
I came to home, i was not able to take food from last two days , because every time she is roaming in my mind.
Around 11 Pm she called me, She told me she asked that guy about everything about us. now she blocked him and she will never talk to him.
around 11.30 she told me that she want to sleep, she was too much tried.
I thought yes she was tried because last night she waked.
i also try to explain my self everything will be fine.
Next morning i woke up and got ready for office, i was waiting for her call, but she didn't , so i thought that i think she might be not going to office today, so i didn't called her.
i reached office , but still i was feeling too much low , Around 1.30 Pm she called me , and told me "Noni you know i saw you in my dreams ad understood that you are the my princess". that line was enough for me to get some energy.
That day we chat in good mode , she asked me now i will never cry , she told me Noni you should go your home town to meet your parents , you will feel better, i told her ok i wll go because there was long weekend.
She was teasing me with my nick name*(Noni to nanad).
i was very happy about this that everything was going good again.
So that day there was too much cold in X city , so she told me Noni you have to tack care , She told me if i get fever or cold then she will punished me.
we talked over chat whole day. Around 11.30 PM, she told me that she need to do iron on her father cloths,then she will call me , i told her ok Nonu.
Around 20 minute i want to told her that my internet was not working so called her , and that was moment of my life, her phone was in waiting.
i thought it was some friend phone.
I called her after 20 mins again it was in waiting .. i tried 2-3 times in 1 hour gape but still her phone was busy.
Suddenly here was tears in my eyes , i thought what is this going on.
i understood everything in 5 mins. then i text her lots of messages but she wasn't reading. i was crying at platform in from of lot of people .
i deleted her number, her pics (In my phone there only my parents and her pics). i blocked her number. but i was in lots of pain , suddenly everything going worse my train was 10 hour late.No one was there whom i told my situation , i had wear winter cap , so for hiding my tears from other i cover my my face with that cap.
i was feeling too much low like everything going to be finished.
i cried whole night.. Next morning around 11.30 AM i was in train she trying to message me , she told me sorry for everything.
But i was trying to say her Nonu without you how will be my life. because i always see myself in you.
but she didn't reply on this message. somehow i reached my home , i met my parents but i want to cry over my mom shoulder, but i don't want to hurt them with my feeling. so i decide to keep my mouth shut.
But at home i couldn't survive, every second of my life i was thinking about her, i want her back in my life. every time when i felt that i couldn't control my feeling i run to bathroom , n cried there,. i was feeling like what i am doing , i am crying for a girl who left me just because that guy more handsome for me. But who can control heart feeling.
after 5 days i came to X city , when i was travelling back to X city , i was thing in train how will i survive without her. After coming to Here i tried to contact her but she already blocked my number. I was no idea what is going on in my life , A girl who love me lot , left me in just one single day..I was too alone, every night i cried like a child, In office whenever i felt low i ran to washroom for cry.
I tried every way to make myself feel good.. I started cricket which was my passion .. I always listen pop music .. so that i couldn’t miss her, But everytime i failed. How much i was trying to go away from her , i felt more love for her.
I thought was taking me in more terrible situation , Because the last day when i met her she told me that the X guy driving her crazy, she told me she want to met him, she want to talk to him, she want to touch him.
Whenever this thought came in my mind i felt like someone was throwing me in well. Whenever this thought came in my mind i always started cry. Because don’t know why Still i have hope that one day she will come back in life.
I couldn’t express that feel whenever they both came in my mind.
Every night i am cried. Some of my friend told me be a man, because a man never cried for a girl.
But how i will explain them that she was not just a girlfriend for me, she was my love a true love.
Don’t know why she did this.. But she broke me completely, i felt as a looser , because whom i love so much who never understand my love.
These thing hurt me lot. No idea when this pain will end but seriously this pain broke me everyday.
I lost the thing which was not mine but she lost the thing which was all her’s.
I want to cry again and again because i want to hate her but instead of hate is started miss her.
Please Help me out from this..I am tried to being numb , i don’t want to cry anymore , i want to be happy, i want to be move on.
But don’t know why i m still miss her.
I Love you nonu..U left noni alone..you always told me you will never left me alone, you will be always here whenever i need. Today i Need you, Please please help me out from this situation.
If A Boy Cries For A Girl,
That Doesn't Mean He Is Stupid,
If A Boy Cant Move On To Another Girl,
That Doesn't Mean He Is Stubborn
If A Boy Gets Depressed For ‘one Girl’,
That Doesn't Mean He Is A Loser
If A Boy Always Dreams About Only ‘one Girl’,
That Doesn't Mean He’s Just Got Addicted To Her
If A Boy Is Obsessed For One Girl,
That Doesn't Mean He Cant Be With Any Other Girl
If A Boy Is Crazy For One Girl,
That Doesn't Mean He Has Lost His Mind.
But,
All That Means Is,
He Loves That Girl So Much
That He Cant Love Any Other Girl In The Same Way.
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