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4 years ago · · Stress,
I feel like the bad guy all the time. I feel like everything that goes wrong in my relationship is my fault. I know we just need to work on things and that I'm being too sensitive, as always. Why is it this way? Am I really that screwed up? I'm ready for a change. I don't like the way I act and who I am. Maybe I just need to change myself, but it isn't as easy as people make it out to be. I'm so glad i found this site. I'm just depressed and off of my medication that regulates my moods. The doctor cant see me until April and they say they care, but it doesn't feel like it sometimes. I feel so alone most times. I feel like my boyfriend doesn't understand me. I know he says he does but I don't think so> I'm not going to break up with him. He is the best things that has ever happened to me. I just need my pills back. I'm going crazy without them.