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I feel like I have multiple personalities. They clash with each other all the time. I don't know which one I really am. Sometimes, I want to wear black lipstick and black clothes and listen to rock. Sometimes, I want to have super long, flowing, blonde hair and be a princess who loves anime and elf ears. Sometimes, I want a lob and to wear the newest trends and listen to pop and rap and be preppy. Sometimes, I want to give up. I don't want to be anything. Sometimes, I am interested in the universe and sometimes, I am interested in makeup. Sometimes, I want a huge, happy family with a successful career and never even think about breaking the law. Sometimes, I want to speed and do drugs and not give a care in the world. Sometimes, I want to go back to school and be the person I thought I might always be, but who is that? I don't know which is me. I normally would say they all are, but they contradict themselves so much. It is so confusing. How will I ever be stable?
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I have DID which is one of the new diagnosis names for MPD, I wanted to tell you I think you'll be fine and maybe you're just normal. With multiple personalities, it's normally paired with blackouts and different names. I have 5 people all sitting basically behind my eyelids. And its never silent, my decisions are normally thrown out in groups of 5, we talk at the same times, its noisy until i fall asleep (and even then my dreams look like glitches, each person doing their own thing). As far as I understand its normal for humans to have a variety of likes and interest. An active imagination playing through scenarios.
I think luckily you're just you
ReplyIn that 1 comment I switched 3 times to 3 people. Each with their own names, ages, likes, dislikes, and priorities. In the end 1 had to go back and shine it all up to post it. (So i dont sound like a illiterate, weirdly unpunctional, then proper freak)
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