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Should I Die or Live
By Novni Community Member
I should live and this life should have meaning. However bad the situation is, you should live, there is no turning back from dying. You got to run the full race, you aint quitting. I dont have a life apart from this. This is my world and this is my life. You were born for this and no matter what happens and how it happens, this cant take me away from what I want to achieve in the first place.
It does not matter, that you are getting a divorce, it does not matter that you lost your family, your sisters life is ruined, friends departed, people called you names, wife said you cheated her with your girlfriend. I think I should rise above all these things.
I alone know what I am going through and nobody will and should understand.... Anyways UPSC is one thing that gave me hope to live and persevere through the end. Career is ruined, personal life lost, no family and wife and friends, Books being the best buddies i got now, dont want any sympathies from anyone. Oh good lord give me the strength to endure this and triumph like no one else. I have to do this as I dont have anything or anyone in my life, the sole and only aim.