Today…

I feel alright today. I have hope today. In the last few days something has changed. I'm letting go of the hurt. I don't want to be angry anymore. I want my hate and disgust to just drain from me. And it's finally happening. I know they say the final stage of grief is acceptance. But isn't acceptance really the first stage of being done with grief?

When it comes to you, my lovely ex wife, I want apathy. I want to not give a fuck what you're doing. And while this paragraph shows I'm not 100% there yet, I feel like I can finally see my destination.

Today will be a good day. :)