What are you looking for?
By Novni Community Member
Sometimes you have to stop looking at everything you don't have and start looking at everything you do have. I realize I lost you. We share many memories, good and bad. I have to look at it like a blessing and a curse.
I also have seen that it has taught me how to be mature and not harbor hatred. I can’t control every situation I am in, but I can control the way I see things. I could be sad and see our love as a curse. I choose to see it as a blessing though.
You have taught me so much and I truly believe you are a good person. I hope one day you can see things my way. I hope one day you can understand. Until then though you and destiny can hate me. I have to let go though and stop being mad at you and myself. It’s like drinking poison and expecting you to die. I'm the one hurting inside.
I'm glad you were in my past, but that's where you need to stay. Thank you for everything though. I wish you happiness and success. I will always care and love you, I just don't need to be apart of your life anymore. We're not good for each other. I needed to see things are better this way. I needed to grow up and stop playing games. I hope one day you can stop playing yours.
An old friend...