Tired Of Everything

I care about my mom more than most family. I just wish she wouldn't snap! at me. Mond you das is super drunk right now out of his mind on drugs slouching over b...

I'm expecting the worst but hoping the best with dad. He's been up all night (again) and went to buy more drugs. From his journal writing I can't tell if he's g...

They just treat me unfairly and yell at me for the most atrocious things. And then they complain about me not opening up to them. Like no one would open up and...

I feel lost. Like I am not even my own individual person. I feel like I am just a bunch of different people put together. Like I am just a person on this earth...

Hmm. Well let's see so far today I've been woke up multiple times through the night BY THE DRUNK. Him coming to mom's room him out of his fking mind at 230 am g...

Fuck if you're that fucking stressed mom TAKE IT ON SOMEONE SOMETHING ELSE NOT ME FUCK Im the only one In this house WHO ACTUALLY FUCKING HELPS YOU DOES ERR...

My interest in astral projection and OBE magic woo woo stuff is my desperate attempt to see if there's anything better out there... and if I can flee my broken...

There are days dad is a real s.o.b. and pos and today is one of those days. He made threats to me because I wouldn't give him something of mine. Its drunk t...

why do i keep waiting for them to reply to text me tho am the always first to text and like i just get used to the point some third person would even feel it b...

I just can't believe how foolish you are dad. You're the one going to have to suffer. Idk why I'm worried about it but I guess because it always falls on me to...