Tired

The waters are mostly calm now. But for how long? You never know what's gonna happen here. Well you do certain things that won't stop of course until dad is lik...

I feel very tired and heartbroken from the past events that happened. the words stuck you know. He said things that were really hurtful. whether it be his feeli...

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My mum, dad, stepdad, stepmum, step grandmother. They were all abusive. I can't stand living. I hate myself for blaming them. I hate myself for blaming my neigh...

I'm so tired of people never trying in our friendships/relationships. I try so hard to keep things going but no one else puts in any effort to even talk to me a...

My friend invited me to go continue our studies overseas. Im greatful that he had me in his mind when thinking about his future But.. I've been having a hard...

Last time I wrote here i felt like I am better, but now I once again feel awful. I want to cry like all the time, I complain because i need to be heard, I need...

Letting go and gratitude helps. Giving up, especially so control, more so. But the mental agony I get to deal with to not lose myself and to hold that lifeline...

I've been trying to be better for the past 3 years, and nothing has worked out. No matter how much I learn, no matter how much I grow, I am not enough. I have b...

BRAIN DUMP i feel a bit irritated and idk why i automatically worry about everything gosh i hate the fact that i am doubting things a lot or i am doing someth...