Hoping

Everything somehow leads back to being some fault of mine. I cannot even print out two sheets of paper without being ridiculed. I'm tired. So unfathomably tired...

Another day passed. Another time wasted. I don't know where to go and what to do. I'm moving but stuck. I don't know! Where should I start? WHEN SHOULD I START...

Do you still think of me too?...

I hope things are getting better. I'm trying....

Hey! If you cant love me at first please just let me know about it. I want you to be my last, and i hate dramas, i want you to be honest with me no matter what....

you know who you are, i know that you know that i like you. the first time we met, i knew that i like you. but you dont feel the same way. but i still want you....

Will it happen?...

But if you still like me please do chase me....

They all say that I still have time... All I have is 2 years before high school ends... My parents are awful.. they're decisions and mistakes directly affected...

I know you will never be able to read this. And you will never get to hear these words come out of my mouth. You mean a lot to me. You don't realize that. I kno...