Suicide

I am suffering greatly. This is not a drill! I have lost my mind. I was diagnosed with HSV 1 and 2 a year ago. I FUCKING HATE LIFE! Read that in the most evil h...

My life has given me lemons at last Reminding me of terrible things from the past No one knows the pain I share It really feels like nobody cares I wonder w...

Of course, I've thought alot lately about Budd Dwyer. Never heard of him? Look him up on YouTube. This guy was a state politician who got busted for corruption....

Story I wrote. Motionless. He’s sitting, blinking, breathing. In out, in out. His breaths are short and slow but heavy like he just ran a race but he is just...

You are all full of lies. Nothing changes. No one changes. Or perhaps I don't change or cannot change. This isn't me, or what I want. Everyone wants to force me...

I've failed my Chemistry test, math is going down hill and I hate school. I'm so angry and annoyed. There's this girl at school who gets fucking 99-100% in h...

Well, today was terrible. I don't understand why I can't be happy. I feel like I'm drowning and I'm hopeless. I feel angry because I'm wasting my time being s...

I have nothing of value except my CD collection. The last thing I need to do before I eat the bullet is find someone to give it to. There must be somebody out t...

For four years I've been fighting depression, at least I think it's depression. I've never really gone to a councillor, once or now and then, but not for a long...

I've got a small Secret; It's all mine to tell. This terrible Secret: I'm living in Hell. I smile and wave and put on a show, Hoping the others never ha...