Thoughts

Thank God he has ways of returning my joy which is stolen from me. Idk if I was already awake by dad's mouth he went yelling NO at to mom to I BREAK YOUR TV ITS...

I think constantly seeking validation makes one seem less confident in themselves but I feel like it’s so difficult not to seek it. I want someone to complime...

Everybody has to be a Debbie downer today. People I've had to deal with. I had an interview with someone they had kind of a b!tchy attitude. Mom's edgy. Dad's s...

should i try again? is this different? idk if i should try because this is way to reminiscent of a time where i smiled, and i laughed, and cried...

Seriously dad needs to be put into a mental institution. I was about to call police this morning him cussing over any and everything. Him saying all we've done...

Sometimes I really want to call your name loud let the world know everything about it. Maybe someday I will do it or maybe soon will forget everything connected...

I'm so sick of this crap. mom's an edgy mess whom you can't talk to without her going all to hell. Dad's a uncontrollable combative childish drunk. Every time...

Mom n dad's gonna end up killing me. With stress. This craps went on for a week today's Sunday it began Monday. Dad combative mom being defensive and explosive...

I wouldn't be here IF I COULD ACTUALLY SLEEP. I was asleep mind you. My dad DISTURBED US BOTH MOM AND I. FOR NO REASON TOO I looked it was about 242 am. I WAS A...

I'm just wondering WHY TF DID I RECEIVE MAIL from my insurance company. A letter was included explaining what bipolar is. Um I don't recall my doc saying I was...