Thoughts

I hope everything goes well for us in the morning. We have to sign the lease and possibly view our new apt. We have to get up a bit early and said itd be like a...

My family is currently a giant bundle of nerves. Why? Well 1 the obvious dad's drugs lack of. But mom idk. Fuck im tired being unhappy cuz they are all the time...

I see the little progress I make every day And I am appalled Disgusted And revolted But then I recall the state I was in a few years back And realize ho...

I get sick of being treated badly ok?!?? That's what it all boils down to. I get tired of being treated badly by my family. If they wouldn't want to be treated...

I hadn't been up 10 fucking minutes and my dad goes all to hell on me. There is bitter negative feelings in this house. Anger. I injured my back the other day i...

Don't take your hateful Addiction bullshit out on me dad I didn't put you in this shape and also don't treat me shitty and turn around and ask me for help . I...

Now.....

so i actually dont know what got over me but last night i was thinking about these 2 girls that give me dirty looks in class and hallways and i think it turned...

Mental illness. On top of other crap it seems like my family is riddled with it. Drug and alcohol addiction as well. But I can't control my genes but I can myse...

I hate that my dad's drug addiction problems not only affect me but ends up becoming my problem. He's been on these drugs for years. Its not my or our fault he...