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I feel so out of place. Idk why I feel like this but nothing feels right. Nothing sits right with me. I'm constantly looking for happiness and keep being knocked back down and the more I get knocked back down, the more I'm hurting. I don't know how to put it in words but I've never been happy. I've never experienced genuine happiness. Whenever I feel like I'm getting close to it, somehow everything gets ruined. In some sense, my religion did help me. I felt a sense of guidance but I'm not how I used to be. I've somehow distanced myself from God. I find it so easy to pretend that everything is okay. Some people may look at it from the outside and might say that I'm confident and happy but it's all just an act. I don't like anyone knowing my weakness. I'm always anxious and most of the time depressed behind closed doors. I hate the way I look and no matter how many times I get called beautiful, it means nothing to me till I feel like it.
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