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As I frequently do...
I fell in love with someone, but that someone wasn't you
He was for all appearances, one and the same
But back then, clearly messed up, Clearly somewhat insane
Thats who I fell in love with, he was mystery, he was badness
His mind always unhinged with just the right amount of sadness
He was my ideal man but he was an unmetaphorphised cocoon
My cwazy cutsie caterpilla had to change, and change he did
! kaboom !
I need to face reality, that who I fell in love with, is long gone
He is not my cutsie caterpilla love
Not in any way
shape or
form
so just to clear up a crazy sky
He, I now don't love, not half as much as I did
I care, I hate, I cry with his memories but he has metamorphised rather too big
I liked him as he was, he was perfect to me, he hated people, trusted none and he kept to himself and tight-lipped
It's a shame he hated the person that was was because I loved him so much, loved every bit
But time has moved forward, things have drastically changed, my love has grown wings and flown away
His cute caterpilla colors that I had adored were all past, replaced with colors fraught with danger and so leave him in dismay
He is gone, he is no more, he has changed into his permanence, his new adult self
I can no longer connect to him, he is this stranger, someone unknown to myself
I wish him love, I wish him laughs, I wish for his happiness to always last
I loved him once, I loved him fierce, and in his deep heart of hearts, of course he knew I was his
But now I stand without even a shadow of his warmth by my side, as he is not a friend now, neither foe
The man I trusted, the man I loved has all of but "died" now...and now I must just let him go...
(Poem, not really...maybe just the last straggly parts of my feelings being put to sleep, forced by my own euthanasia)
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