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Can you honestly say that you put as much into me as I did to you back in the day?...If you say yes, you're a liar.
You may have put all your effort and positiveness into yourself...or love...if thats what you once called it, but for all your efforts, none of it came to me...not ever.
This is why I just put all your speeches about the past down to plain bullshit or fantasy you experienced within your own mind.
Love lol
Should be happy you have such a vivid imagination and for what you keep trying to pin the blame on me just didn't even occur
Though I'm sure it felt very real to you as you lied about your feelings and kept it to yourself lol
Sorry, but if you treated me half as good as you make out you did, then I wouldn't have left, that much is blatantly obvious...but I did leave, didn't I?
The past between you and me is dead, as is the present and any time in the future...that much has been established many times over but if you are seeking apologies for the bad ways you seem to think I treated you in the past, then you are waiting for nothing.
I simply don't ever remember you professing your undying love for me at all...in fact, I can't remember you ever professing any of your thoughts to me, at least none that were serious and true in nature.
I might even go as far to say that, I don't think we ever had a conversation in which you were at risk of speaking honestly and not in one of your sarcastic games at any damn time we conversed.
I simply refuse to bow down to events that didn't happen, or acknowledge "a love" that was never instigated nor reciprocated by you...not in a way that left no doubt that you actually did feel love for me...but sorry, the entire time I knew you, all I ever had was doubt and confusion...no bullshit
I can't relate to your "broken heart" because you never suffered from one...not because of me anyhow so would you kindly stop harping on about this so-called love we once had between us because it wasn't love, it wasn't anything really...you made sure of that with all your jokes and games.
It was just that really
Dumb conversations that never actually became real with substance
You were really truly left in a horrendous and heartless manner...to deal with a broken heart by yourself?
lol
Dude, you actually need to HAVE a heart for it to ever get broken lol...are you sure you're not confusing me with some other skank you were in love with?
Because if I didn't know how you felt, or wasn't told by you of your feelings, then sorry...there was no love, not from your end anyhow
This is the goddamn truth, I don't remember an epic love...in fact, I remember being your doormat whenever you wanted to clean your boots of your wandering ways, ever few months and suddenly remember I was alive.
Me and You are harboring no special memories of significance...you know it...and I know it, so just cut the crap and say nothing else...not of me because we had nothing that soared on wings of gold...I lied and you lined me up as a pawn in your endless games over and over again.
I can't accept responsibility for your past hurt because you weren't hurt...not in the sense that I broke your heart, anyhow...I honestly believe that you were absolutely fine throughout all of it...and the only time you weren't was when you realised that I had stopped focusing on you, and stopped contacting and sending whiney pathetic messages to you once and for all.
Thats when you couldn't handle it...and then suddenly you couldn't find me, and that's when you let yourself sink into your own tragic heartache...your own spiral of descent to sadness...and thats when you fabricated this marvellous love between us and later on used this fabricated love as the foundation on which you could stand as the poor deserted victim and also to which you could use as a foundation to launch all your hate and anger at me whenever you liked.
You can hate me over her past.
But don't you dare point your less than innocent finger at me and accuse me of breaking your heart or cheating on you when it is nothing but a huge fabrication in your head.
The truth is that I stopped sucking up your all-important ass when I finally realized I was sick of playing the fool in your shitty game of "friends-now-tomorrow-not"
You couldn't believe how easily I left when I was obviously in love with you and you couldn't believe that I said NOTHING!!
Left and never looked back
Yeah well, why wouldn't I?...you never gave me any reason to stick around for did ya?
I'm calling you out for the bullshit you claim happened between me and you and this is my memory of the situation...and this is the truth in my opinion and it's exactly what I recall so I'm putting it out there.
You need to stop playing on this past pain I supposedly caused you and move on because there is not one thing you could claim that I did worse to you than what you've ever done to me, when its all said and done, so you get no symapthy vote from me
At least she is being somewhat truthful about me and my actions so why don't you just be there to support her and continue hating me through her reasons because there was no you and me, not in the romantic sense, or the real sense when it came to love so just give it up once and for all.
Look back and admit that you were more than just a bastard when it came down to it and I don't regret lying to you when you considered nothing worthy and real anyway.
All thats left is bitter bile and an inaccurate account of what you claim to be love...in my opinion, the whole thing with you was a damn nightmare...especially the end of it all and even though parts of it were good, when it came to me and in my experience, I'd never go there again, not with you , not with anyone and if nightmare isnt really an accurate word to describe the situation between me and you then "complete and utter waste of time" is right!!!
All I have to say now to you, is...Good Luck and Good fucking Riddance!!
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