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People unrealistically expect those who had their lives screwed over consistently, filled with trauma and struggles to end up successful.
This isn't always the aftermath for everyone to persevere by managing to get through all of the harshships,turmoil, negativity and unfortunate circumstances that life has thrown at them.
Alot of people don't want to see you, or want you to succeed in life and be happy. Others do want to see you happy and successful, but never better than them. Then, there's the few who are genuinely happy for everyone, live and let live if it isn't hurting anyone and doesn't feel any type of negative way about it.
You will find that some of these people will ridicule and humiliate you for your failures. They will use any mistakes or bad choices which you've made and use it against you. If you pay attention they also will turn bitter, inferior and envious when you're genuinely happy, doing well and/or are successful. You could just be enjoying yourself and they will do anything to take that smile away from you on purpose. This is the type of fucked up world we live in today and what alot of us has sadly put up with. This is what I've experienced from witnessing and encountering people. Do understand that not everyone which I've encountered is as horrible but a good amount of people are, tragically. It's scary and it can get really ugly and horrific to such an extent that these people are acting inhumane. I've noticed more that people are becoming increasingly cruel. These people will cross dangerous boundaries where they will harass and bully their targeted victim/s into committing suicide.
These types of people will run with you, then make you trip and trample all over you to get to where they want to go. They will purposely push you off, steal, break your ladder so that they don't have to worry about you catching up to them and make it easier for them to reach at the top. The worst part is you didn't have to do and say anything towards them to deserve it. Somehow out of nowhere you've ended up becoming and what looks to be a sudden threat to these types of people. Despite your own life being far from perfect and you having to face your own set of obstacles, these people will hurt you anyways on purpose to gain something from your pain.
The only difference between you and those types of people is that you wouldn't stomp on others to get to where you want in life. You wouldn't push others down to feel better about yourself and you certainly don't have a problem with people doing better than you, because you know yourself you can make it. It's completely fucked on how you do absolutely nothing wrong at times to anyone and these people want to all of the shitty things towards you. It's harder on you to brush it off when it keeps happening and when you genuinely aren't at all this type of person, but you're surrounded by people who visibly are like that.
It makes you a target to all sorts of abuse and you will end up even worst than where you originally were. They're people out here who will throw you under the bus just to ensure that they themselves make it.
Don't expect any sincere apologies and compensations when most who do actually engage in this behavior won't even blink an eye over it. Some people won't even bother to stop any sort of abuse happening towarss you and say it's justified. They won't sincerely give a shit about doing it to you in the first place and actually realize it's wrong. These are really the people who don't change when it comes to hurting people on purpose. Don't think these types of people have mercy and any remorse in ruining your life deliberately, or intentionally screw you over for personal gain.
I have learnt the hard way when it came to being too nice of a person towards others, too forgiving and being too optimistic about people.
I myself isn't perfect and I'm okay with that, it doesn't mean I don't want to improve certain things in my life. I would know there's a right way of doing it without hurting anyone.
I really didn't think it would backlash on me because I've came to believe life is better when your positive and see positivity around. I had my experiences of people deliberately being mean to me for no reason and I choose to be different by turning the other cheek than fight back.
I rather be the opposite of what I've experienced from other people and the mistreatment I got. Instead, some seen that as a weakness and took the opportunity to abuse me even further. They decided to take advantage, kick me down and gain out of that selfishly furthering their own agendas. I use to believe that not everything in life was this horrible but I keep being proven wrong and got sick of it. My advice is don't take shit from anyone who only has it out for you, out of their own insecurities and always stick up for yourself when people cross the line in hurting you on purpose. Always choose carefully the people you can trust and cut anyone really toxic out of your life, who has no intentions of lifting you up. I will say that I'm never going to be the same again for the amount of things people have done and said to me. I'm a good person but just not as nice, not as trustful, not as open, not as caring, not as forgiving, not as giving and not as many other things as before. This is what life has done overall through the years when I was innocent, good, and decided to be different.
I was never a bad person and I didn't deserve most of the dehumanizing shit I got, nor did I brought it upon myself. That's the harsh reality of life and the result of how much it changes people. I couldn't tell you if it was for the better or worst, who knows what's to become of me and my life in the future. I can only make the best out of it by continuing to live even when sometimes life really tests me. I'm not going to let anyone make me a victim and push me into killing myself because of their own hatred.
_-J..
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