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It most likely doesn't help that you have ADHD. You've done amazing work to spread awareness with your message on mental health. You're famous, even if it's Twitter famous or stream famous. I discovered you through a friend. You are just a person and you called me a friend. But I know we're not close. Sometimes I wish we were. But my past pain won't let me let you in. I feel like I've bothered you. Maybe I have. You seemed approachable but then I remembered you have so many people who look up to you, who message you and I am barely a blip on your radar. Maybe I should keep my distance. See? I already ache thinking about you. I ache thinking about all the friends I can't reach for one reason or another. When I ache, I already know I've gotten too close. Maybe you haven't noticed, but I have and it bothers me. I feel like I need to leave sometimes. Not your community specifically. But pain makes me want to run away. So does the fear of pain. It's one of the reasons I think about taking my life. Why I decided that one day I would, so that the pain would eventually stop. I want to be forgotten.
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