the abuse im living through

i keep having to call those hotlines every other day. my dad keeps treating me like im his worst enemy. he’s abusive and calls me names and puts his hands on me. he always lets me know about how much he doesn’t care for anything i feel or what i say. I’d rather die than live like this. Im only 14 yet a get hit like im a 25 year old man. I don’t wanna keep living like this. If i were to actually report this my family would hate me and call me a snitch. I just might have to die to escape. Is it my coping that ruins me or is it the scars he gives me. My family just sits and watch like its normal, like it discipline. Everyone around me knows what’s happening but don’t budge to help, whats wrong with me. Am i the problem because no one bothers to help. I have nobody to talk to about this.

I might just quit

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