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I'm angry ok. every fucking month we run out of money cause Mr guess who doesn't know how to take care of money. my parents point their frustrations at me. Blame me. ITS NOT MY FAULT THEY BUY ALOT OF DRUGS MAINLY HIM AND CIGARETTES AND ARE BROKE BY THE END OR MIDDLE OF EVERY MONTH IM NOT NOR NEVER WAS OBLIGATED TO KEEP THEM UP. Whats worse and idk what to do they lied about being separated but still live together and they keep pressing me to do something idk how I'm gonna get by with because I don't meet the requirements and not only am I not able to work I lost my last 2 jobs due to anxiety and lightheadedness and disability still denied me so I'm screwed either way. Or so it feels idk. I'm still not responsible for my parents but every time they run out of money they look to blaming me. Nobody told them 1. To go do crooked stuff in life and buy huge amounts of drugs and cigs 2. To intrude on my life drain me of everything I ever worked for and ruin it all because they couldn't stand on their own two feet . For them it was screw everybody over they knew to get what they wanted for drugs then make promises and bail or steal from them like they did my grandma and I. Idk but this shit IS NOT MY FAULT. Not only that but to add to misery dad is the most miserable human being or one of them to be around being sober. You all made your mess but drug me into it then wanna blame me for it all and your misery. No. It doesn't work that way. They wouldn't give a fuck if I was paralyzed they'd still expect me to work and keep up their drug addictions. Dad refused to work anymore at age 28 played crazy and got a crooked psychiatrist backing him then got disability to party and fish while suing a company he faked an injury at. Sure he got a load of money to mostly waste it too. Only on down the road he actually got hurt and became psychotic and hooked on drugs and so did mom. Dad's like I'll do what I have to do to make it in this world...DOES THAT INCLUDE RUINING YOUR OWN KIDS LIFE TOO?????? BECAUSE YOU SURE FUCKING DID!!!!!!!!!!! Also involving me in lies then shrugging your shoulders like who cares if it hurts me or not?????????? No all I gotta do is notify disability of your lies then you're cut off....then how you gonna make it huh? You all want to toss me the anchor of your all's responsibilities and don't want any accountability for your actions once it's inconvenient for you. Life doesn't work that way and I'm tired of getting screwed over in life because of a bunch of liars drug addicts and con artists. It's totally bullshit and unacceptable.
Wtf man why couldn't I get a better chance at life.
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