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I hate dreaming of my former friends who bailed on me ghosted left me hanging. The dreams last night this morning were vivid. But the thing is I never did anything to deserve what they did to me. They and I did everything together for alot of years went to birthdays sleepovers movies etc together. But come graduation. Boom it was as none of that ever happened I was instantly replaced forgot about etc. Me and my family were good to them . My mom was also always fair to them ... however at their house they'd go get a bowl of cereal etc and never offer you a thing....which made u feel so out of place. I suppose we spent alot of time together. Played lots of video games together. But to just bail on me after all that because money changed them since their mom got a better career and better house. I stayed with them they were poor for quite awhile their dad was as my dad said drunken trash. His words not mine. I never judged him though he was a fat smoking lardo however and intimidating. And to beat it all they my exfriend was a thief. Stole school supplies and game cards out of a store. And I'm the one who bailed on??? I shouldve bailed on their thieving ass long before they did me. However we were in a 4 person group and in graduation they all bailed on me I said I didn't have a ride to the get together none of them offered to take me our car was dead so.....I never saw them again. In person. Just the photos of them with the person who I was replaced by online. Fake fake fake ass people. I'm grateful one stuck by me not in that group after all that regardless. I just wish they hadn't did me that way. I got to thinking I always had to call them most times. Me. Never despite moving away. I sent one a Christmas card and money. Nothing in return. So no more I was done. I'm grateful God doesn't leave and abandon you. Unlike people like them. I miss knowing how it feels having friends but maybe one day I'll find new ones.
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